Thursday, April 16, 2020

crazy

You are crazy!

Now all the things that are "crazy" aren't considered crazy anymore

Homeschool
Meal planning
Spring clean and fall clean
Budgeting for the sake of being organized and mindful for the environment etc.
Vegan meal planning (as people now are unsure of how to go without meat in a pandemic)
Planning by season and need
Prioritizing, down sizing your belongings.

My kids don't even feel what others across the country are feeling. They haven't had their life disrupted at all (yet) we didn't have to worry about no toilet paper not being shipped online because during our fall clean we buy annually, the crucial items like toilet paper that we will need. Guess when you have a big family and having so many need to wipe their bottoms, well you just get it all at once instead of having to always think about it last minute. Same with having dry goods that you make normally. It doesn't require refrigeration and your family is accustomed to eating that way. Everyone having anxiety is my normal, everyone having anxiety is my normal "anxiety" just thinking about if their anxiety now was my anxiety even BEFORE a pandemic happened! It gives me anxiety to focus on getting things done so that my "anxiousness" subsides enough. I rather look crazy and have a sense of peace than to not do anything, I'm not a person that loves surprises.

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